Today was a really gr8 day... not for one second did i feel sad or depressed...so i thought it deserves a special mention...I am thankful to my friend for that...my bhabhi and my dearest nephew also...also myself...he he he

Well when you allow yourself to do what you really want to do...to be happy, nothing in the world can stop you. In life choices you make, shape you, your emotions, your reactions. Experiences condition one to behave in a certain manner, which is very logical and instinctive too. It is good in a way. But at times it is important to let go and break the routine once in a while.... So today have decided one thing...am gonna enjoy this last week in bangalore... This one's for me!!!

No I am not preaching!!!!!!

Life shows us various colours..takes us through various experiences....If it takes a steady route...then life would be very boring...everyday should bring with it new experiences, learning, different emotions and changes... the challenge is to undergo all of this and come out a better person.And it is not that we don't have choices... We always have them, we should have the courage to take risks in life and make choices we feel will give us happiness. Making mistakes is important to learn new things, thus we should not be scared of taking wrong decisions.

It is important to explore life and enjoy it while doing so. All that we go through only gives us a better understanding of the world, life and other people. It is easy to take the trodden path, there would be not many surprises, but more difficult, and also interesting is the untrodden, unexplored forests which hold all kinds of thrills and is still a mystery. But this doesn't definitely mean that one becomes irresponsible and unaccountable. The path you take affects you the most, so you are accountable to yourself. Do not forget that.

Instinctively human beings go away from pain and towards pleasure. But it is also true happiness lies within. You should be at peace with your self. It is the inner conflicts which cause the maximum pain. It makes your loved ones also miserable. Thus we should try to find the happiness within ourselves before searching outside. Material gains can only supplement the happiness but not be the source of it. We all get into this vicious cirlce of wanting more with this misconception in mind.
So i guess thats all for today...

Pursuit of Love

Love, she was in a quest for,
The meaning, the feeling and the realization
She was seeking
Giving love and expecting the same
From all in the way
Betrayed time and again she felt lost
But hope in her heart she nurtured
And selflessly spread love
To all in her path

Used, abused and abandoned,
But bright and high,
The spirit of life and joy
She held
Knowing nothing of the future
Caring nothing of the past
She went on
Passionate and sincere
Towards the Love
She desired and craved

Eternal love awaited her
Arms spread out
To welcome her
Bliss and immortality
Destiny carved by actions
Not fate
She surrendered herself to
The Eternal Lover
The Soul

Complexities of the Human Mind

Complexities of the Human Mind
People I meet different in nature and
Different they are in ways and manners
Not understandable nor decipherable
There is neither logic nor any rationale,
There exists no code, no formula to know their type
Behavior or reaction
Thinking on these lines I loose myself,
My thoughts lead me on to areas unexplored, unknown.
How can I learn about a person, the psyche or the belief…
Despite all the sciences there is, I feel, still a lot of
Mystery in the minds of men and women…
Then I think that I can’t know nor try to know…
But I can only try ,predict
With observation, not judgment,
Through listening, involving and experiencing
The other person
Patience and compassion and trustworthiness
I should develop
And then I can maybe start towards unveiling the
Complexities of the human mind.

The path I wish to make...

I am walking fast, trying to keep pace
I don't want to win the race
But a forced to compete?!
My life is not mine anymore, but for
Others to dictate, expect and
Criticise. My hopes and desires cannot be shared, I'm now just part of another rat race

Like a baby newborn,
Confused, afraid....out of the safe haven that was the mother's womb
My life had begun anew,
Amidst fear and hope
Love and lust
Anger and sorrow
I shall find my way....Not compete with others
But I shall compete to discover myself.....my soul and my destiny

Dilema of the mind

I am really not sure what is going to happen in life... Right now life has become monotonous. I feel that am not doing justice to my potential. I am very easily affected by my environment and surroundings. Every day we have classes ,even on weekends, its kinda stifling at times, but i also know that sometimes we need to focus on doing certain things in certain ways. Right now am writing this 'coz I think this will help me vent out some of the frustrations I am going through. Hmmm it does make me feel lighter writing down my feelings. My greatest concern is for me to loose my creativity and my sense of self. I am determined to be different and be admired for being different. There is no way of knowing right or wrong....you do what you wanna do but that doesnt mean you hurt people around you. And sometimes it is right doing things for yourselves regardless of others... what matters is what i think what is right because i have to live with it.
Anyways thats all for now.

LIFE....A Question

Life poses many questions....
Many are answered as we go along its path....
Many have to be searched and found...
Others are experienced...
But some remain unanswered....
Haunting our lives and troubling us
We try to ignore and avoid these questions
Even try to run away from them
But to no avail... they still haunt us
At our weakest moment they strike us
Shattering and breaking us.
The challenge is to not find the answers..
but to go on even if there is no answer available.............