A Lover's Desire

There that feeling is here again
Lost I feel without you
The longing for your touch
Your voice, your fragrance…
The need to be with you
For just that one look,
For that one smile
The desire to be in your arms
And forget the bonds of this world
Just being with you
To me makes all the difference
I don’t know what’s right what’s wrong
Just know that it doesn’t affect me
All I want is to be with you
Be yours…for as long as possible

Thoughts while waiting at an airport

It’s the voice of the ground staff
Announcing the delay in the departure of the flight
At the same time there is a lot of noise around
As we all may have seen in a normal day in an airport
People in queues waiting to
Undergo the security check, unavoidable it is
The stamp of the personnel on their boarding passes
This is a normal day in the airport
Passengers are many, going to different destinations
All are waiting,
Some are reading, some busy on mobiles
The whole atmosphere seems so routine and mechanical
Here and there kids run around playing
Their mothers worried
Rarely does anyone smile or even acknowledge the presence of others
Civilization has lead to the mechanization of human lives,
That which was right is no longer so
People are lost in themselves and each wants to win
At the cost of others
Innocence is lost and useless, trust is equivalent to
Foolishness
Where is the human race going?

Curious Kitten

A cute little kitten
Curious and Oh so naughty!
Everywhere pokes around
Wonder of wonders awaits its
Big green eyes
At every nook and corner
Hops and jumps,
Chases and stalks
The novel,the unknown is sought for,
The known, the familiar is boring and abandoned,

The playful search, when
Will it end
A pursuit so fascinating,
challenging
Would there be?
To hold forever the attention of
The naughty kitten

Random Thoughts

Sometimes it is just so nice and think about the past...Sit back and just think... of the childhood past, the adolescence lost. It is funny how we tend to think that this is the worst stage of life at every stage !!! It is only when we move on that we realise...Oh shucks!! those days were sooooo good. What life is this??!! but then the dawn of such a realization is a wee
Childhood!
Just waiting to create a whole lot of chaos and trouble, playing pranks on others, the little devils that we were, out to conquer the world... the falls, the fights, the pranks...well I was quite a tomboy, the leader of the gang!! Reminds me of the day when i ganged up all the girls of my class against this class bully...poor guy he had no chance, the whacking he got that day, he would never be able to forget!!!
Then there were times to butter up our class teacher in 1st std, we competed against each other. Made her greeting cards, brought her flowers...oh we could really be sweet.
The other memorable times are the tantrums and the cuddling up with parents, taking advantage of their love in small evil ways...hmmm well times fly and before you know you have all those hormones playing havoc within you

Adolescence!
The first crush, the deep sighs, the romantic ideals....and what not.Raging hormones, create uncontrollable emotions and rebellions within. You wanna shout out at, scream your feelings and desires...you retort and react at the slightest provocation. Then there is supposed to be a whole lot of pressure. Well Frankly, I never encountered any kinds of pressure, was a really chilled out teenager( really popular too!!!) Well do not want to elaborate on the popularity aspect right now... but yes i enjoy thinking about those days....again the pranks i played, all the mischief i set loose....
I never regret anything i did, each experience has only made me a better person, with more understanding and wisdom(hopeful of that)....

Life moves very fast, faster than we think. It is important to treasure every moment you spend, make it the best moment of your life.... because life doesn't repeat itself.

The Parting ....(written on 27th July 2008)

Another turn, another path…

Here we go our own ways

With what we learned and ‘unlearned’

Holding memories of the past one year

Happiness and sorrow

Anger and tiffs

And rebellion

All of the turmoil and celebrations

The joys and the sorrows

Dear friends, close to our hearts

Still we remain…( I hope so)!

And though life will take

Us through many more things

Good and bad

Sure I am of one thing

That nothing would be as memorable

As the moments we spent together

Laughing, bickering, teasing…

The last moment and after submissions

Assignments, presentations and case studies…

Twelve hour days, with a respite of rarely fifteens minutes between

Really friends… I will Miss You All…

Best of Luck!!!

Your eyes are pits of smoldering fire and sparks

The veins throb hard as if trying to burst and flow out

There is a look which I have not see before

But scared I am not… as I look at u eye to eye

Your slave I no longer am

My identity no longer from you stems

It is mine, of my actions and desires

It exudes independence, excitement and elegance

Risen from the ashes it has… which you tried to destroy

No! you no longer affect it… no longer! no longer!

Surprised I am at my own will and courage

All I feel is a sarcastic pity at your cowardice

Bound you too are by your own prejudice and ignorance.

Wisdom and good sense elude you

All I can say to you is

Best of luck my friend!!

Kalyuga

The Path in this yuga
seems to be Deception and manipulation
Conceit, hypocrisy and lies rule
Success is bought not deserved
The true path seems to be a farce
And Mockery and exploitation by the
Even the 'Gods'  of the modern era,

Nothing
Can change the self destructive march of man
Against nature, man and Life
Between good and evil, right and wrong
Distinction exists but nought


Confused and blinded by superiority
Man continues to cut the branch which supports
His very being…
The past is twisted, the present distorted
What is in store in the future is
Unpredictable and Undependable
But Man continues on undeterred
Pushed forward by definite Destiny-
Extinction!!!