Dilema of the mind

I am really not sure what is going to happen in life... Right now life has become monotonous. I feel that am not doing justice to my potential. I am very easily affected by my environment and surroundings. Every day we have classes ,even on weekends, its kinda stifling at times, but i also know that sometimes we need to focus on doing certain things in certain ways. Right now am writing this 'coz I think this will help me vent out some of the frustrations I am going through. Hmmm it does make me feel lighter writing down my feelings. My greatest concern is for me to loose my creativity and my sense of self. I am determined to be different and be admired for being different. There is no way of knowing right or wrong....you do what you wanna do but that doesnt mean you hurt people around you. And sometimes it is right doing things for yourselves regardless of others... what matters is what i think what is right because i have to live with it.
Anyways thats all for now.

LIFE....A Question

Life poses many questions....
Many are answered as we go along its path....
Many have to be searched and found...
Others are experienced...
But some remain unanswered....
Haunting our lives and troubling us
We try to ignore and avoid these questions
Even try to run away from them
But to no avail... they still haunt us
At our weakest moment they strike us
Shattering and breaking us.
The challenge is to not find the answers..
but to go on even if there is no answer available.............